By the pricking of my thumbs

July 27, 2006 at 12:33 am (Kah Ming)

Something wicked this way comes.

i hate how i eat compulsively.

i hate how my pimples cant seem to disappear.

i hate how i cant seem to concentrate.

i hate how i can be such a brat to my father.

i hate how i shout when all i want to do is love.

i hate how i feel so tired, worn, drained.

i hate how my words come out all wrong.

i hate how i conform, pretend, when all i want is to be myself.

i hate how i dislike the person i am.

i hate how i gravitate towards selfcentredness, defensiveness, discontentment.

i hate how i feel like crawling in a dark hole, shut my eyes and hide.

i hate how i hate, when really i should just be happy.

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