Stress-ful week!
Freak! Never been so stressed since I started working…. Tonnes of projects and responsibilties recently. really felt like bursting into tears on thursday… sigh…
Haiz. I seriously don’t know if the problem lies with me or somewhere else… I only started working for less than a year. They gave me the responsibility to be in charge for one of the event. I was informed that I am the rep of my group. Had to attend a meeting when someone who briefed me on the stuff. He did not tell me specifically that I am supposed to brief my group members about the specific procedures and things. To my horror, the night before the event, when I went back to the staff room after a long day of walking to see patients, I realised that members of other groups are busy practising stuff with their team members. And I have not bloody hell done anything. then my senior comes along and ask me why things are not done, then I had to rush to do things and that to minimise the damage done…. felt like i have dragged the whole group down. Sigh…..
From this incident, I can conclude that either I assume too much things and tend to assume that I don’t have to do anything OR the people who are more senior than me are quite bad at giving directions to juniors… they tend to assume that we know the procedures (since they have been there working for years, and the protocols of things they do hardly change), and expect u to do things without being told to. I am seriously confused if I am 1. being too lazy, 2. being slack in my work, 3. too ignorant of things, 4. don’t think through things thoroughly. And whenever I try to clarfiy things by asking seeming stupid questions, the more senior staff appears to be irritated by my repetitive/dumb qns. Life is seriously a dilemma. How can one appear to be familiar/competent with things, while not bothering seniors with “stupid” qns…. Sigh… sigh…. sigh… Haiz. i think I am just bloody upset that instructions provided are mostly unclear, and I’m the one who gets into trouble when it happens…
Sorry. just ventilating… I know tis entry is kinda fragmented and if it doesnt make sense, just forget abt it….hahha..
My japanese command is horrible!!!
Haiz… Had to see a patient with stroke on sat who happened to be a japanese… Wanted to put what I had learnt for 2 yrs into good use. God knows what happened… When I tried to think of translating things into japanese, the malay vocabulary that I had been using during this 5 months plus of working kept springing up in my mind!!! Interfering with my japanese…. felt so dishearted after learning that I cant even maintain a short conversation with the patient. sighzzz. I need to work harder on my jap… Sigh…
Happy happy happy!!!!
HAHHAHa! It was such a good day for me today. Firstly, I managed to get the final draft of my thesis done up! AT LAST! I was supposed to Have finished it on the 3rd NOV! It just kept dragging on and on till I was disgusted with my own thesis! HAHHA. Sent it through Turnitin, that helps to check for plagarism. Only about 20% was identified to be similar to other papers! Thank goodness! Less editing for me! Yipee,…..
Even though it was raining, I went out to meet my cousin as soon as I sent my paper in to Turnitin. Decided that I should pamper myself by shopping. HaH…. managed to get some good buys! bought a dress, a top, a working pants and another one of those boring cotton tops. They only cost me for less that 50 bucks! told you pple shopping is good in Melbourne. Lotsa cheap sales items to buy unlike singapore’s sale! hehe…..
My cousin treated me and my friends to lunch and dinner. eat porterhouse steak and korean food. feels nice pampering myself for working so hard the past week to finish up my thesis. Really felt like dying then. Had unpredictable and irritable mood then, when I had to force myself to work on my thesis. Such a huge contrast in mood if I compared today’s and 2 days ago. Feel so happy that I simply wanna jump and skip around… hahah.
Oh just some quick updates. I just came back from a 10 day long Tasmania trip a week ago. made some nice japanese pple on the trip. one of them was an occupational therapist just like me! hahha… such a small world! Been working hard on my thesis since then, with intermittent shopping breaks to de-stress! staying over at Mag’s place tomorrow! going back next FRIDAY to SINGAPORE!!! YIPPPEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhahhahahha… cant stop smiling.! ops. and starting work about 3 days after reaching Singapore. Hopefully I can survive! hahha.
Goals in life….
REcently, I am getting more and more irritated with myself for wasting my percious time in Australia…. Always lying in bed, watching TV, slacking around, sleeping early and waking late… So my friend suggested that I should publish a list of goals to achieve on my blog so that my friends will motivate me to do them. Hopefully they work! hahha…. here it goes:
1. lead a healthier lifestyle: run at least 2 km once a week.
2. Join ballroom dancing class
3. Learn how to play drums
4. Enrol in yoga/ pilates class
5. Read up on area of interest about OT especially on treatment strategies
6. Get my Masters degree after 5 years of working experience as an OT
7. Get my driving license
8. Tour Hokkaido and other parts of Japan
9. Master speaking and understanding Japanese language
10. Bake a carrot-walnut cake in Aussie
11. Buy myself a KTV stereo home system
12. Meet up with all my sec and JC friends
13. Join the upcoming APOTC
14. Be self disciplined and get things done and decrease time spent on slacking
15. Overcome Procrastination. Join workshops if the need arises
16. Get a full medical check up done.
17. Get both of my parents to go for medical checkups
18. Work overseas for at least a year
19. Backpack aorund Europe
20. Bring my family to Taiwan for a holiday
21. Get a pair of boxing gloves and a huge sandbag for punching
22. Lose at least 3 kg!!!!
23. Join the gym
24. Visit and walk/cycle round ECP at least once a month
25. WAtch an entire Japanese drama without referring english subtitles
That should be about all for now!
Hopefully, i will following through what I wanna do with the help of you pple!
TC
yiwei’s vacation!
Updating time again!
Long time since I touched my blog… really sorry about that. Hahaha…. Anyway, it has been 2 months already. Tonnes had happened during this period of time.
Firstly, I did some travelling with my housemates and friends to Sydney and Perth. Sydney was really fun, everyday was productive and we did lotsa things. Really busy and crowded city, with lotsa people. Almost like Singapore. We walked around all over the city, due to the high transportation fees that deterred us from actually using them. Visited Darling Habour, took pictures with Habour bridge and Sydney Opera House, watched Phantom of the Opera there. We lead tai-tai life there, eating, sight seeing, afternoon tea (all except for the tonnes of walking done). We even went for KTV session in Sydney and sang till 3 am in the morning. Thank goodness our hostel was within walking distance. Hahaa… we ate a lot there, spent lotsa $$ on food! The fish market was fantastic… we ate salmon, tuna and kingfish sashimi, baked oysters, fresh oysters, king prawns (which are really huge!), lobsters, even tried abalone sashimi (which was rather disappointing! Sian.) We even went back to the market a second time! Hahha… I also managed to catch up with my JC friend in Sydney, as she was on holidays to Sydney with her bf’s family. Hahha… Poor girl. Anyway, I really enjoyed my visit there. The phantom was great. It wasn’t sang by the main leading actor, but not as if I can tell the difference in the singing if it was him. Hahha… the ending was kind of too abrupt for me though… How could he just leave her… I wanted it to be a happy ending for him at least. Anyway, it’s over. Really loved the music and songs sung.
Perth on the other hand was slightly different… The city was extremely small…. The people were laid back and very relaxed. Slow slow country-like place. Not my favourite type of city. I’m prefer to live in the place where I can easily access things, with late night shopping, places hang out with friends and nice places with nice food for supper… hahha…. Having swollen gums during the entire holidays to Perth didn’t make things any better. Can’t eat properly, can’t enjoy the food. As you people all know, eating happens to my all-time favourite pastime, that really ruin things! But anyhow, I really enjoyed meeting up with my poly friends… Staying with them in their apartment (did I mention “illegally”) was kind of scary and nerve wreaking. We had to try to be invisible to one of their problematic housemate, who thinks that she is always right just because she is older than us. CMI… Really CMI lor. Not as if this is her country, India or Sri Lanka… whichever that is. Hahha… Oh…. We also went for 4 wheel drive in Perth, taking thrilling rides up and down sand dunes in the 4 wheel drive… Really fun! Did sandboarding too. I tried all styles, sitting, lying down, standing, and even together with my friends on the same sandboard, which actually got us tumbling down the slope. Hahhah… It was really fun though! It’s a must do in Perth I think. We also went for horse riding in Perth… almost forgot about that. Managed to try trotting on the horse. I really enjoyed it, even though I was rewarded with some bruises on my feet and a slightly sore bum. Some of my friends were really traumatised by trotting as they were caught unaware when the horse attempted that. One actually fell off the horse. Thank goodness, she wasn’t hurted. Hahha…. Sandboarding and horse riding were the highlights of the trip!
After reaching back in Melbourne, I had been busy packing and moving house (2nd day after I came back from Perth). The new house is really really nice and clean. With a landlord, who cherish all her properties very much. She tries to save in every possible way, as much as she can… sometimes it feels a bit daunting living with her. Hahhah… But at least, this is better than staying with untidy, disgusting, dirty, smelly housemates…. It’s only the 3 of us in the house, not like 11 people in the same house. But it feels really weird living with the landlord who is so clean. U never know what u do that she might be displeased with…. Faced with the possibility of chased out of the house. Not that she is unreasonable at all…. Hahha… dun worry. I wouldn’t be without a place to live. Magdalen offered me a bed if that actually happens. Thank goodness for that. Anyway, as usual, she is damn damn busy. She was supposed to bring me for din sum this week… but seems like she can’t find a suitable time. Hahha….
Lastly, all my previous housemates are all happily back and safe in singapore, near their family and friends…. Sigh… and I am still stuck here… hahha… but I think I really gotten used to living here… enjoying my slacking days… think this will be the slackiest period of my life! Should try to learn to appreciate it. Hahha… anyway, I was quite sad when charmaine left for Singapore (which happens to be my last housemate to leave for home). Who ask her to write me a note and even give me her left over whitening masks… that made me wanna cry and laugh at the same time. Hahha….
Anyway, I will be back in about 4 plus months’ time. Time flies and I will be back with my family and with my friends to sing KTV! Hahha… Have to keep telling myself that! Hahha…. That should be more than enough update. If u wanna know about anything, pls tell me so that I will know what to blog. Hahhah…
Take care people!
For photos and pictures taken on trips…. please refer to facebook, where my friends uploaded most of them!




